FUCKING JUDGMENTAL

It becomes amazing to me when people can go through hell but judge you and your situation. Everybody say they will never do this or put up with that until the situation is presented before them. I've come to a point where I just simply want to keep everything I go through to myself. I just sit back and observe people and listen and I see a lot of cut looks and sound effects but no realization of ones own self. Also why do people feel like you should do for them what they wouldn't even consider doing for you. It's like I'm standing in the middle of the street with so many bullets flying my way. I haven't wanted to run and hide for a long while now but lately I have been feeling so overwhelmed and drained so sadden but I refuse to talk to anybody about what and why.