His name is MY EX

I found my best friend, first true love, the perfect cheerleader all in one, but then everything changed. Shit went south and sour between us. We had our ups and downs throughout our relationship but even still I wanted us, I wanted to fight, fight hard and I mean just that. I guess he didn't though, so he called it quits. He left me with so many mental bruises when he walked away. I thought he was my forever man. I don't think I will ever be capable even if I wanted to love another man the way I loved him. I gave him all of me not holding anything back and when he left he took it all with him. It's amazing that we've been broken up for a year and some change and I'm just now starting to mourn. I guess I just didn't want to face reality of us not being an us anymore. I miss him so much, so much. Some days I wish he could just come back and we start over but then other days I feel like, why should I sit around and yearn for him he moved on so so should I. The thing is I tried to move on but the guy I got involved with came with so much damn baggage the crazy thing is though he got some really good qualities ones that swept me off my feet. It's just the bad outweighed the good and to be honest I'm still in love with my ex.